abomination

my abomination
abortion of all reason
tearing through my soul
regarding none but treason

hiding in my soul
a little man with a smile
with teeth chipped into pain
he learns to run miles
and miles
defiles
and riles my sin
somthing begins awakening
a foreign force
beyond closed doors
cracking the chain
the beast begins to maim
what once was clean
has become obscene

this little man is a carpenter
creating his own puppets
pulling the strings
attatched to my heart
catching up my wings
i fall
and fall
and fall evermore
beyond purgatory
through satans floor
crying
no longer flying
but falling some more

in this pit
i exist
only as a phantom
behind a lie
my face hides
its guilty prescence
only in hell can i confide

learn to walk this path
where searing embers burn my soles
my soul
becomes a gaping hole
a chasm of wind
sucking all to be seen in
it tries to fill the void
with things that make no sense
i begin to evanescence

fading from white
to a gray
past a black
more decay

please take this burning burden
from my crippled shoulder
i cant hold this weight
crushing me like rock boulders

learn to accept this pain i must
learn to not tell anyone i trust
keep it inside
my soul has fried
committing
suicybe